NEET

how was a life as a NEET (Not in Employment, Education or Training)? It is not as senang as wat other ppl see lo… It was to0 boring~~ Life is somehow meaningless… This is not our wish oso… I dint cho0se to become a NEET!! Damn BORING!!!!!! Those who r same status as i am, can u all pls tell me wat r u all doing? Im just sitting in front of computer the whole day long and time flies~~~ T.T

Pls…….Save me……..Pls dun read n run………Leave some comment la….. @least i will have something to read on……

今天我要走了
没有告诉你
知道你不会挽留
知道不会有结果
我选择不留恋

谢谢你给过我的曾经
或许你从来没对我心动过
或许只是我一厢情愿
不管结果如何
我已选择
留下遗憾

Who am i?

Since v r all undergoing an emo period, i’ve decided to blog on an emo title… who am i? who or watever creature are we? yea, of coz i know… we are human being… >.<
well, when time passes, we seems somehow blur… we have forgotten the true us, the one who we originally are… we just unclear of the motive of living… so, r v continue to study? to analyze? or to do anything?? well, i juz fail to get know of myself… when im actually dont know who i am, does anyone knows it? no.
arh!!! this is so emo!!! who i am?? i dunno…. T.T  no one can save me/us… yea, i was abandoned in an island… n was thrown into the sea, from the island… holding the last pieces of log i got from a sheep on the land… i floated… im still alive… who i am? who am i?
well, lastly, we will never get know of the answer… if im dead, do visit me in the heaven… to find out who really i m….. n use some password…  what about laughing?? hahahahahahahahahahahaha………….

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JPA scholarship experience

wah!!! 紧张!! btw, overall, it’s quite fun actually, d interview…

my time is 10am, but i reach putrajaya about 9am… sitting there, waiting for about an hour b4 i went in… =.= well, yesterday i have burnt midnight oil to go n check wat is d interview all about on9…so, i know tat it was a group interview… my group consist of 5ppl including me. 3boys 2girls… i see tat communicating b4 interview within group members r essential, so when i was given a tag’4′, i try to find someone wif tat yellow tag too.. k, n i found… tat Indian guy no.3, sitting bside me… he was like so cool n keep playing wif his little i-phone.. so, how am i going to talk to him?? nvm, i juz act like i have many things to do like him lo.. keep looking into those FAQ i found on9 yesterday… then, got another Chinese gal come n sit bside me… she’s no.5… she start talking upon arriving, wif me… she ask me where she should sit, well i say ‘here’. hahaXD then she start talking wif us, me n the cool guy… then the cool guy suddenly say: "不要紧,我会听华语~" zadao =.= i was like OMG… then the gal say, u win aldy lo, noe bc… then, the gal turn to talk to him… they juz ignore me… zadao!!

then, v r finding no.1&2… they seems missing… =.=
well, both of them only reveal themselves after the so call ‘penjaga pintu’ yell "1,2,3,4,5"

then, v went in n saw 3judges there, 2man,1woman… v sit in a row… then d middle 1 start talking, telling us to introduce ourselves in BI… well, actually i pay less attention in this round… so v tell our names, family backgrounds, curricular activities in school n anything u would like to talk about… then they give us a topic and asked us to discuss among group members lo… the title is ‘Kenaikan harga bahan bakar(fuel) dan gula untuk mengurangkan beban kerajaan. Bincangkan.’ so, v discuss about 4-5 points… then v start presenting. No.1 start to talk… his voice is like…. no tone… like not feeling to talk or just wake up, voice haven open… he tell about 2-3points… then no.2 & 3 spoke… all this while, the gal bside me keep telling me"wah, they spoke all the points, wat r v going to speak?"

omg… she asked me?! how would i know wat to do? juz start thinking new points la… dun u think they will leave points for u?? so, when it was my turn, i tell about my new points lo… pity tat gal la… when it was her turn, she told the judges, tat v have spoken all the points, so she is gonna make a kesimpulan… OMG… tat judge tell her to think on the spot for new points… =.= but, finally she make a kesimpulan, still…

btw, for me, it was quite ok… nthg much to worry… n confident is really really important.. n daring…
juz went in n smile =) this was the only thing i can really remember… i smile throughout the interview… until jaw nearly fall off… haha XP

btw, after the interview, v left our FB accounts to 1 of our members… connection is important… haha XD

Overall:-
Rating: 8/10
Remarks: try to calm down before talking, points like campur aduk…

It’s nothing

thinking for a very long time… ya.. i still duno wat to write… im not like most of the ppl that can share their feeling.. on internet sommore~~ no.. i cant!! that’s why i feel boikot in the web…… yer…. dun like leh~~ haiz… wat can i do… somehow i felt… hey tats my privacy ok? i oso have some privacy ma… not like u all so open-minded… i cant accept to be spurned… yes… so… im continue doing this… acting normal lo… wat can i do?? nothing ma… right? no friends to comment, no boys… knowing nothing… no news… no nothing!! ya, nothing… it’s juz me… a very little me, not even on a deserted island!! im in the middle of the sea, holding the last log, hoping some kind of miracle?? no, im waiting for a mermaid i think… hahaXD