I don’t know why but I just feel kind of unhappy these days. People around me are treating me good but I just felt like I lost myself. This is so not me. I was enthusiastic, outgoing, confident, humorous, talkative and like to smile. But now I’m so quiet, introvert, over-thinking and hardly smile. I lost my self-confidence. I felt so useless and I could not bear with it.
Perhaps I was too far from my friends and my comfort zone. Going along with people is so hard. An unreplied smile is so harsh. I can’t stand it but I had to. I don’t know why am I caring so much for someone who doesn’t treasure. I wish I am more brave to ignore those people that hurt me.
I know it’s actually not them who hurt me, it’s myself.
ღ 秋の密语 ღ 